Fifth Keychain-[Voice Post]

[perplexme]

[very silent for a long time save for the faint sound of his own breathing. when he does speak, it's in an extremely low tone, barely above a whisper]

I'm not going back. I'm not incomplete. And even when I left the places they kept me, you found me anyway...

Comments

[voice]

[flaring]

—you know I don't think I ever told you that story about what really happened in Castle Oblivion. How did you know Marluxia and Zexion would come after me? They "died" before I turned traitor, remember?

[voice]

[perplexme]

...Sora knows. So..I know?

[voice]

[flaring]

Sora doesn't remember what happened in Castle Oblivion, Roxas.

[voice]

[perplexme]

...

...[busted.]Um..

[voice]

[flaring]

...hn. Well whatever.

[voice]

[perplexme]

...if it makes sense...Xemnas told me.

[voice]

[flaring]

Not really.

[voice]

[perplexme]

One of the three ghosts here.

[voice]

[flaring]

...what all has he told you.

[voice]

[perplexme]

Just about what happened in Castle Oblivion...Axel wouldn't let him continue from there.

[voice]

[flaring]

Tch.

[voice]

[perplexme]

It's true, you know.

[voice]

[flaring]

What is?

[voice]

[perplexme]

The ghosts.

[voice]

[flaring]

Yeah, yeah. I'll stay away.

[voice]

[perplexme]

I just don't want you or your ghost disappearing..

[voice]

[flaring]

Like hell I'm disappearing. I've got you this time and you're not getting away.

[voice]

[perplexme]

[doesn't say anything to this Axel, keeping quiet for the moment being]

I know...you caught me again. Why'd you have to go and sacrifice yourself to begin with? ...don't answer that, I already know.

[voice]

[flaring]

Roxas?

[voice]

[perplexme]

[ignoring Axel, mostly forgetting his journal's recording anything] I just...don't quite understand, I guess. You chastised me for leaving but then you went and did the same thing. You left me and killed yourself, what the hell, Axel...? Why..

[voice]

[flaring]

Sheesh, you make it sound like my death was in vain to you. You don't get it, do you?

[voice]

[perplexme]

I didn't ask you to sacrifice yourself for me. I didn't ask for this!

[voice]

[flaring]

Stop. If Sora died it would have all been pointless. Nobodies are doomed from the time they're created, why not make my existence somewhat worthwhile. Besides, if he died you would have too. Yeah they were right, I got too close to a heart and this is how it ended up. But who cares? I'm not exactly sad about this and you shouldn't be either.

[voice]

[perplexme]

[sniffs a bit, still not really listening to Axel instead listening to his ghost] It should have been different...I shouldn't be upset, what's done is done. But...I can't-[just stops talking for the moment]

[voice]

[flaring]

[yeah, getting a little annoyed here that he's getting ignored]