Fifth Keychain-[Voice Post]

[perplexme]

[very silent for a long time save for the faint sound of his own breathing. when he does speak, it's in an extremely low tone, barely above a whisper]

I'm not going back. I'm not incomplete. And even when I left the places they kept me, you found me anyway...

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[voice]

[flaring]

Tch.

[voice]

[perplexme]

It's true, you know.

[voice]

[flaring]

What is?

[voice]

[perplexme]

The ghosts.

[voice]

[flaring]

Yeah, yeah. I'll stay away.

[voice]

[perplexme]

I just don't want you or your ghost disappearing..

[voice]

[flaring]

Like hell I'm disappearing. I've got you this time and you're not getting away.

[voice]

[perplexme]

[doesn't say anything to this Axel, keeping quiet for the moment being]

I know...you caught me again. Why'd you have to go and sacrifice yourself to begin with? ...don't answer that, I already know.

[voice]

[flaring]

Roxas?

[voice]

[perplexme]

[ignoring Axel, mostly forgetting his journal's recording anything] I just...don't quite understand, I guess. You chastised me for leaving but then you went and did the same thing. You left me and killed yourself, what the hell, Axel...? Why..

[voice]

[flaring]

Sheesh, you make it sound like my death was in vain to you. You don't get it, do you?

[voice]

[perplexme]

I didn't ask you to sacrifice yourself for me. I didn't ask for this!

[voice]

[flaring]

Stop. If Sora died it would have all been pointless. Nobodies are doomed from the time they're created, why not make my existence somewhat worthwhile. Besides, if he died you would have too. Yeah they were right, I got too close to a heart and this is how it ended up. But who cares? I'm not exactly sad about this and you shouldn't be either.

[voice]

[perplexme]

[sniffs a bit, still not really listening to Axel instead listening to his ghost] It should have been different...I shouldn't be upset, what's done is done. But...I can't-[just stops talking for the moment]

[voice]

[flaring]

[yeah, getting a little annoyed here that he's getting ignored]

[voice]

[perplexme]

[upset right now sry2say] So...this is it. As soon as the Malnosso end this experiment I won't see you again...

[voice]

[flaring]

Roxas. Are you forgetting I'm the real one here or what?

[voice]

[perplexme]

[oh yeah, oops. snaps out of it] What?

[voice]

[flaring]

Don't forget.

[voice]

[perplexme]

...it's...complicated. Knowing that you're there, but at the same time you're right in front of me.

[voice]

[flaring]

We're both just memories, but who's the one that's really here?

[voice]

[perplexme]

Memories...how can you be a memory and still exist? It's more than a memory.

[voice]

[flaring]

How can I be alive and have a ghost? None of it makes sense, but if you forget about me again then I'm going to beat it back into your head like before. Got it memorized now?

[voice]

[perplexme]

..yeah. Yeah, got it.

[voice]

[flaring]

Good.