Fifty-Seventh Keychain - [Voice/Action]

[perplexme]

[Private, 90% Locked only because it's not that secretive.]

1,095 days. Maybe I should stop counting, but I can't stop. It's weird...it's like nothing's changed, but everything has. In the last three years, I've seen my best friends come and go, I've seen Sora come and go, and I've met someone who looks just like me and a psychopath who kept hurting my friends. But in the last three years, Axel's still as goofy as ever, Xion's learning just as much as I am, and the two of them have stuck with me even with all of my strange thoughts and patterns. I guess that's really what friendship is.

It took three or four tries, but I think I finally understand Sora. I'm still not sure what it all means to me, but I can at least say I feel better about things.

I guess...I've grown. We all have. But what happens after that? Do we all keep growing, or are we going to run out of places to grow? Maybe I'll have an answer to that next year.

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...what's the longest amount of time any of you ever thought you'd be here? And were you guys disappointed when that amount of time passed? [Not if. When.] Not to scare the New Feathers or anything, but I know a lot of you out there have been here for a while.

Maybe I should say welcome to the new people anyway. I'm Roxas. I'm not sure how I can, but let me know if I can help somehow.

...oh,Axel and Xion? I know you guys are probably busy but I've got something for you. You know where to find me...and anyway I have something to ask you two. [On the roof, specifically.]

Sora you can come, too. And Ven. And...whoever. [He's got enough to share with everybody really.]

[[ooc: as a side note, currently at work and tags may be slow but I wanted to get this post up. Thanks guys!]]

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[perplexme]

It's a promise.

[doubleppk]

Maybe. I'd feel more dumb trying to find a door in every little nook of the barrier only to turn up empty handed personally.

Heh. I guess that's kind of nice... in a way. You can't change it or anything?

[perplexme]

That's not really dumb in my opinion...just failure. [Actually there really isn't a difference, Roxas, but thanks for that.]

No. What's done is done there. We're not exactly real people anyway so it's not really possible to bring him back to life at home again.

[doubleppk]

Still sounds like a waste of time.

"Real people?" What are you then?

[perplexme]

Probably, but it's not like we don't have a lot of that here anyway.

We're Nobodies.

[fourteen]

Nuh uh! No way, Roxas! If we're taking a vacation, it needs to be a real vacation! No work! [ She pokes him in the side, laughing. ] A nap at least counts as resting... even if it's all Axel does. And yeah, I think he'll be happy too. [ beam. ]

[perplexme]

Fine...fine. No work. [He can't help but laugh at that poke. Sorry he's kinda ticklish.] Now we just have to tell him. We should start planning though...how long should we be gone?

[doubleppk]

Good point. Someone else can try it though. If the Malnosso got wise to people trying, they might make the barrier painful.

That... but you have a name and identity. You exist. Not "nobody."

[perplexme]

Painful how? Like an electric forcefield or something?

Not quite. We're...not exactly whole people. So we're not really supposed to exist.

[doubleppk]

Exactly.

What's missing? You seem whole to me.

[perplexme]

A heart. It's not exactly something you can see.

[doubleppk]

Then what pumps your blood?

Wait, but there are plenty of people in my world with mechanical hearts.

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[soracles.livejournal.com]

What, you don't have faith in yourself, Roxas?

[perplexme]

...we don't have that either. [Yeah it. Gets complicated.]

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[perplexme]

No I do, but...I mean think about it, Sora. There's a lot that's happened that I could have changed if I was smarter.

[doubleppk]

I see. But that doesn't mean you're not supposed to be... just that you're heartless zombies.

[She is... the kindest.]

[perplexme]

It's a long story. We're different than zombies...[Sort of. That's tricky too, considering how he behaved when he was first born.] Just trust me.

[doubleppk]

[Trust... hah... hard word for Fujiko, but she's not going to point it out.] If you say so sugar.

But you're too sweet to "heartless" as you say. Are you sure it's not just hiding somewhere?

[perplexme]

...no, I'm pretty sure. Sora's got it anyway.

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[soracles.livejournal.com]

I think everybody can say that about their pasts... But you can't let it control you now, right? Hakuna Matata.

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[perplexme]

Hakuna mawhat now? [Sora, are you making up words again.]

[fourteen]

At least a couple of days. Maybe four or five?

[doubleppk]

Someone you're in love with?

[perplexme]

A good, long break. Let's go with four nights and five days. We'll have to pack a lot, and I'll have to leave Nea with Sora and stuff but...it's a plan.