Sixth Keychain-[Written Post]

[perplexme]

...I really need to stop isolating myself probably. All it's done so far is get me completely lost and out of the loop.

Strange things continue to happen even if I don't do anything. Maybe I just need to find another method to stop them from occuring?

I don't know...I don't know anything at the moment it seems. It was easier to understand my non-existence than this place.

Melancholy's not the right word, but it's the first to come to mind.

[[ooc: Sorrryyy, kinda dropped off the face of the earth because of school >>; Feel free to bother Roxas with whatever, he's been neglected lately. Oh, and strikes are faintly legible.]]

Comments

[perplexme]

You're ridiculous.

[7bladesword.livejournal.com]

And you're mean...

[perplexme]

Hey now, did I say that that was a bad thing? No.

[7bladesword.livejournal.com]

How can that ever be taken as a good thing?!

[perplexme]

It just can be.

[silviteadvocate.livejournal.com]

[Whoa.]

Um... y-yes... that is a lot of information, but it makes sense.

Aros... he is always so insistent that he has no feelings, but I always felt that was not true. When I woke up and wanted to help everyone, he told me: If you believe, then your hearts can still be connected.'

[Muttered very softly] Who really said that... Sora or Aros?

[7bladesword.livejournal.com]

Yeah, okay then...tell me how!!

[perplexme]

I'm not telling you to get lost am I? And I still talk to you.

[7bladesword.livejournal.com]

That can just mean you don't find me annoying.

[perplexme]

Yeah, Aros seems to insist that a lot. ...[thinks for a moment] That...it's a Sora-mannerism, yes, but it seems that Aros could have possibly more than likely said it on his own. See, he does have his own thoughts and feelings, even if he doesn't have a heart.

[perplexme]

Ridiculous, annoying, both synonyms in my mind.

[7bladesword.livejournal.com]

Well aren't you mister nice?

[perplexme]

Look my point is, if I don't find you aggravating enough to tell you to go away, you're not that bad and being ridiculous isn't a bad thing. See?

[silviteadvocate.livejournal.com]

He's a... special Heartless?

[Pause. Oh, we might be seeing where this conversation is going now.] Roxas, are you... like Aros?

[7bladesword.livejournal.com]

Alright, alright! Got'cha!

[perplexme]

...[good, you're a lot smarter than we thought] Kinda, on both of those. I'm like Aros, but at the same time I'm not like Aros.

[perplexme]

Good. Took you long enough.

[7bladesword.livejournal.com]

...You've gotta be nicer!!

[silviteadvocate.livejournal.com]

[Hey hey now. We're ignorant, not stupid.] You're all... apart each other. But here, you have all been separated?

[perplexme]

Surprisingly, this is one of my nicer settings.

[7bladesword.livejournal.com]

...Remind me not to talk to you on one of your bad days...

[perplexme]

Yeah. Okay...here, let me explain it like this. [oh man you shouldn't have asked...]

Aros is a Heartless. I'm an advanced form of a Heartless...we're called Nobodies. Nobodies are born when a heart is swallowed by darkness and becomes a Heartless. They are the remaining parts left behind by the heart: the body, giving a Nobody form, and the soul, giving the Nobody life. However, only those with strong wills (such as Sora) are actually able to continue on as Nobodies. Those with the strongest wills manage to retain human forms with some slight changes to their appearance, while the rest possess malformed, barely humanoid appearances. Therefore, the more humanoid a Nobody, the more powerful it is. This is opposite the nature of the Heartless, whose form is more monstrous the stronger the original heart is...

Because of the missing hearts, Nobodies lack emotion. Although, some humanoid Nobodies pretend to possess emotions, fooling others as well as themselves. On the other hand, Nobodies manage to keep their memories of their former lives, but unusual Nobodies lack memories of their former selves. Such memories are the reason why they can pretend to have emotions. However, even though Nobodies don't have emotions, they can think and plan (as opposed to the Heartless, which simply act on instinct, with a few exceptions, like Aros).

I'm one of those special Nobodies. I was born from Sora almost around the same time Aros was created. And when I was born, I was given a name by a man who was seeking out a goal that was almost intangible. Aros and I co-existed inside different parts of Sora's heart. When I was alive...for a long time, I wasn't like Aros, I didn't posess Sora's memories. I'm not supposed to be able to feel anything either. But...I don't know if it's just because we're part of Sora or what it is, Aros and I both know (even if he really, really won't admit it) that it's possible to feel something even if we're not supposed to.

It's...complicated, Fina. You're one of the very few who know, aside from the people of our world.

Have you met Axel? He's a Nobody too.

[perplexme]

How will you be able to tell the difference? [really just kind of teasing her now]

[7bladesword.livejournal.com]

You'll be even more cruel... [And she's being totally serious~]

[perplexme]

Oh come on Yuffie, am I really that bad?