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344 days. 21 more days before one year. Am I a different person than I was a year ago? Am I even a person here? I'm still part of Sora, but in a different place, can a person be a person without a heart?

I don't even have anyone I can ask without hearing the same answer; "You're not Sora, you're Roxas". I know that. To the Organization, I'm number XIII.

Xemnas is gone. Xigbar's actually trying to keep the Organization together, but for what purpose? It's useless to fight Sora, he already defeated all of them. Kingdom Hearts doesn't exist here, so what's left?

It was easier to be here without the Organization, without Olette even. I never had to explain things I didn't know how to really explain, and I was the same to every single person except for Sora, Riku, and Kairi.

Sometimes I wonder if it would be better if Aros was still here. He didn't talk a lot, but he got it. He completely understood.

When I was first born, my journal entries during my time in Never Was were very short and simple; "Today I did this. I completed this mission and then me and Axel met at the tower to eat ice cream." Suddenly they're much longer now.

Axel finally returned. He seems to be all right, but he's been sleeping a lot since he came back. He didn't seem injured, just tired. He's been sleeping almost straight through the past few days. I've been sitting on his bed reading. He wanted me to stay and so I did because best friends do what their best friends ask.

Kairi's gone though. Kidnapped, not gone. Sora and Riku are trying to find her but she's been missing for about a week. Maybe she'll be back soon. It seems that the Malnosso do a trade. Return one, take another.

Riku says I should "butt out" and let Sora and himself take care of it. Because Kairi's their friend and not mine. Because I'm not Sora and I'm not helpful. Because they don't need me. I don't know if he's right or wrong.

The sun hasn't been as bright as it should be.
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It's been quiet lately, hasn't it? August is almost over, shouldn't people be out more?

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Maybe it has something to do with the unusual ~~what was it called?~~ New Feather cycle?

[Oh he figures. He's not easily bothered now that he's skilled in Bella-speak] I'm used to a lot of rain. Agrabah was pretty warm though.

It could, but you would think with all of the new feathers, people would be more vocal about how strange it is. It's possible though.

Agrabah?

Perhaps people are just feeling a little uncomfortable, and don't want to talk. A change to the ~~I hope I'm saying this right~~ cycle is really rare, right?

What, like... what's a birthday party?

I'd like to go swimming in the lake once I'm feeling better... maybe you could come with me.

Tell me about it. Before we know it'll be winter. I wonder if it snows here during the winter?

Yeah, it's one of the places I've been to.

...yeah, I guess that's what I mean. [Just keep in mind who you're talking to Renji, Roxas doesn't have these experiences]

It's incredibly rare. I don't think this has happened before...at least, not since I've been here.

That wouldn't be a bad idea. Sounds like a plan.

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When you're feeling better? What's wrong?

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Last winter it snowed a lot. It was pretty cold but at least it was interesting to look at. People made snowmen and everything.

Then it's no wonder that people don't want to talk. Who knows what's going to happen next?

[Okay, now she's gotta check cause something has certainly clicked there.]

It wouldn't happen to be an Arabian type place in the middle of the desert, would it?

Really? Awesome. Winter's fun it its own way, too, I guess... but it's not exactly the best for swimming or picnics or stuff like that.

Yeah it's a little too cold for that, but a lot of people found ways to occupy themselves during the winter anyway.

Well people could at least get ideas from each other to make themselves feel better about it, you know?

Yeah sort of. It was sort of small really, but there was the market place and the plaza, and the palace too. Plus further out in the desert there was the cave, but that's not really relevant.

Like what? It makes me sad to know all the trees will lose their leaves. It didn't snow where I grew up.

The trees were okay. It didn't snow where I'm from either, but here people made snowmen and had snowball fights. Probably other things too, but I can't remember.

That's true. I guess it's something else, then.

It sounds kinda fun then. It probably won't be so bad - more like learning something new.

From the sounds of it, people are still missing.

That's how I looked at it last winter. I don't think I like the cold very much though.

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