Forty-Fifth Keychain-[Written/Potentially Action for Axel and Xion]

[perplexme]

If you can't trust your friends, who can you trust?
What do you do when...no.
If something's based on life and de--

So...if people you know are keeping secrets from you, should you bother asking them about it until they cave in, or just believe them when they say it's for your own good? How would you know it's for your own good...actually, how would they know? It's your good, not theirs, right?

I can't settle for waiting and doing nothing until it's over.

[He left this unfiltered from certain people on purpose, mostly hoping he could draw out the answers he wanted. The strikes aren't too legible, but if a person squinted enough and tilted their head, they could probably make them out.]

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[Filtered]

[perplexme]

I don't know, but I would have figured something out! You believe that, right?

[Filtered]

[fourteen]

[ freezes. he can't do anything now, can he? why would he have been able to do something then? her voice starts out as a whisper, then rises only just above ] No. Roxas, this is what I was made for. My only purpose is to do this... you already know the only way to stop me is to kill me. This is what I am... I don't think you can change that.

[Filtered]

[perplexme]

...but I don't want to do it again. I don't even remember the first time!

[Filtered]

[fourteen]

... you don't have to. But I'm ... not sure who will. I haven't ... asked anyone.

[Filtered]

[perplexme]

You shouldn't have to...

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[fourteen]

... then what do I do? Try and get as far away from the village as I can, and just hope someone strong enough to stop me follows and keeps me from going back and hurting anyone?

[ her voice is oddly tight. discussing her own death and transformation into a monster is ... is hard. ]

[Filtered]

[perplexme]

No...that wouldn't be any better. Axel and I will think of something, okay? We've done this before, we should be able to figure out something. [If it helps, Roxas doesn't like the possibility that he might have to kill her. Again.]

[Filtered]

[fourteen]

... I'm sorry, Roxas. I'm so sorry this is happening again. [ no. it doesn't help at all. ]

[Filtered]

[perplexme]

...I'll fix it. I'll figure something out, and I'll fix everything. [Well he's trying :|]

[Filtered]

[fourteen]

Stop! Stop saying that! You can't fix it! Roxas, not even Vexen could fix my programming! I even went to him, and ... just stop!

[Filtered]

[perplexme]

...fine. [He's not happy about it though.] Fine, it's done. [Except not really.]

[Filtered] 1/2

[fourteen]

[ ...... ]

[Filtered] 2/2

[fourteen]

[ without another word, Xion shuts the journal.

this just hurts too much. ]