And then furthermore, technically, Nami is part of Sora and Kairi. Kairi's heart was being carried inside Sora's. To release Kairi's heart, Sora had to release his own, become a heartless. Once Kairi's heart was released Nami was born and of course so were me and Aros and...well, I already told you everything else.
Aros isn't very good at explaining things he doesn't really want to explain. He doesn't like talking about the fact that we're all part of Sora.
I...usually don't like it either because I'm not Sora. And I'm not Aros. I'm Roxas. But you seemed like someone worthy enough of knowing. Smart enough to get it. Get it?
The point is, we're part of Sora, but we're not Sora. It's all a matter of being incomplete. Heartless exist to eat hearts. Nobodies exist without true emotions. This is what we were taught and what we've lived with.
Though...in the time here, I'm pretty sure both of us have defied those terms. Aros has found a new place with Flonne, whoever she is. And I'm still looking for answers, as always. So then we come back full-circle to the questions I've been asking people here.
I know you said you didn't technically have feelings, but that doesn't mean you can't try and experience it. I mean, who knows, you might surprise yourself.
The thing is, I don't think I can because in their world, I've never existed. To make a very long story short, I was placed in a digital form of a world that three of my friends existed in. In that world, we were best friends. But, as of now they know something's missing a bit but they don't know what.
I'm sure this is really boring you though. [he's just slightly uncomfortable talking about all of this with someone who's practically a stranger, but he figures it won't cause anymore damage]
Which part, not having emotions, losing my friends, or knowing I was never supposed to exist? [keep going Bella, you've gotten more out of him that most people]
Guess you just grow used to it, like a bird grows used to flying, a wolf grows used to howling, and all sorts of other metaphorical crap. Sure it bothers me, but can't do anything about it you know? [No but it's the fact that she's stuck around long enough to listen to him ramble that's intriguing him to continue]
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Aros isn't very good at explaining things he doesn't really want to explain. He doesn't like talking about the fact that we're all part of Sora.
I...usually don't like it either because I'm not Sora. And I'm not Aros. I'm Roxas. But you seemed like someone worthy enough of knowing. Smart enough to get it. Get it?
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Though...in the time here, I'm pretty sure both of us have defied those terms. Aros has found a new place with Flonne, whoever she is. And I'm still looking for answers, as always. So then we come back full-circle to the questions I've been asking people here.
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Answers?
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Answers. Answers about feelings and people and this place mostly. Usually people don't have good ones.
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Axel?
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...but, I guess you're right, though I have tried before. [here, have a Roxas avoiding the last question]
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Even though they've forgotten you, do you still think of them as your friends?
[She's hoping to get somewhere with this.]
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Naminé and Axel just disappeared one day, on seperate days from this place. They were here and the next time I opened my eyes they weren't. Those two are still friends, of course.
I'm sure this is really boring you though. [he's just slightly uncomfortable talking about all of this with someone who's practically a stranger, but he figures it won't cause anymore damage]
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So...what else would you like to know then?
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Doesn't it...bother you?
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And by the way, usually you have to have feelings for something to bother you. I just thought I might point that out.
[Well, it's not like she has anything else better do, besides, she just gets interested in these types of things.]
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I guess so. I just notice some things that others don't sometimes.
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That's a great thing to have though, that ability. Saves you from having to go around in circles with some people.
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Yes, I guess it does. I never really thought about it since it's just something I automatically do.
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Keep that trait then, use it to your advantage. You have a knack for noticing the unnoticible and I'm well-known for missing the obvious.
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I doubt I'll be losing it anytime soon, if I do at all. It's part of who I am.
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