perplexme | Fifteenth Keychain-[Written]

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Would I go home, or would I stay here? It's a legit question yes but I can see how people are having a hard time answering. Is it bad that I had an answer so quickly though? Would I rather be in a world where I'm living through someone else's body, not really living at all, where my best friend's dead and I have nothing but Sora? It's true I have answers at home.

But here...I have my own life again. Aros and I both do-like we aren't parts of Sora ~~like we're really alive.~~ I have friends here; old friends, new friends, some...weird friends even. It's enjoyable.

On the other hand, here I seem to be having problems understanding things about people. Specific people even.

Cloud told me the other day that I sound 10 years older than I look. I wonder if that's really true. I've never thought about it before, maybe he's right.

But even if I sound 10 years older that doesn't get me any closer to solving what the Malnosso are planning next or even what they're looking for by testing us. I want to keep searching, ~~but I don't think I can~~ but I need to rework some of my ideas. Maybe I'm putting too much emphasis on having to know answers instead of focusing on the little details.

It's frustrating not knowing. I don't like being confused. I don't like being kept in the dark.

It'd be easier if I could just ignore it, be like Yuffie and make snowmen or be like Fina and be almost naive but no; instead, I'm the one who can't take "I don't know" for an answer. Sometimes I hate it, sometimes I don't. I've realized I'll probably be disgusted that I just wrote all of this but nobody can read it, and that includes Nobody. Just move on.
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Um...can someone explain why a penguin gave me these flowers? And where they're from?

I'm not really enjoying the cold weather. My room's freezing. And the snow's messing up my skateboarding and my sparring. ~~I don't feel good...at all.~~

[[ooc: from this. Flonne-mun if Prinny wouldn't have delivered Roxas' flowers yet, sorry! strikes still legible but not as clear as if they weren't there]]

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Whatever.

...wait you sent me those flowers?

No.

Oh...yeah that'd be completely unlike you, wouldn't it?

Is it?

I think so?

[[ooc: \o/ done with my paper!]]

Who knows.

(ooc: HOORAY. 8D)

They're nice though, whoever they're from. Kind of strange that somebody would be compelled to send me flowers of all things, but...you know.

Well you do have friends here. Maybe it was from one of them.

Maybe...maybe they're from Fina for teaching her to skateboard. Or they could be from Yuffie as a joke.

Or maybe the penguin just got lost and gave them to the wrong person.

Mm. So what made you think they were from me?

(ooc: http://cgi.4chan.org/gif/src/1232597082030.gif)

[sniffs a bit] I dunno cause you would be the type to send them as a joke..

[[ooc: ..lmao its EYES. and I hit enter too early before I put this :|]]

Edited 2009-01-22 08:41 (UTC)