Fifteenth Keychain-[Written]

[perplexme]

[Private, 95% Unhackable]

Would I go home, or would I stay here? It's a legit question yes but I can see how people are having a hard time answering. Is it bad that I had an answer so quickly though? Would I rather be in a world where I'm living through someone else's body, not really living at all, where my best friend's dead and I have nothing but Sora? It's true I have answers at home.

But here...I have my own life again. Aros and I both do-like we aren't parts of Sora like we're really alive. I have friends here; old friends, new friends, some...weird friends even. It's enjoyable.

On the other hand, here I seem to be having problems understanding things about people. Specific people even.

Cloud told me the other day that I sound 10 years older than I look. I wonder if that's really true. I've never thought about it before, maybe he's right.

But even if I sound 10 years older that doesn't get me any closer to solving what the Malnosso are planning next or even what they're looking for by testing us. I want to keep searching, but I don't think I can but I need to rework some of my ideas. Maybe I'm putting too much emphasis on having to know answers instead of focusing on the little details.

It's frustrating not knowing. I don't like being confused. I don't like being kept in the dark.

It'd be easier if I could just ignore it, be like Yuffie and make snowmen or be like Fina and be almost naive but no; instead, I'm the one who can't take "I don't know" for an answer. Sometimes I hate it, sometimes I don't. I've realized I'll probably be disgusted that I just wrote all of this but nobody can read it, and that includes Nobody. Just move on.
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Um...can someone explain why a penguin gave me these flowers? And where they're from?

I'm not really enjoying the cold weather. My room's freezing. And the snow's messing up my skateboarding and my sparring. I don't feel good...at all.

[[ooc: from this. Flonne-mun if Prinny wouldn't have delivered Roxas' flowers yet, sorry! strikes still legible but not as clear as if they weren't there]]

Comments

[voice]

[flaring]

[someone is laughing at you]

[voice]

[perplexme]

What?

[voice]

[flaring]

Not everyday you get flowers from a penguin.

[voice]

[perplexme]

...huh? [sorry Axel he's kind of unfocused]

[7bladesword.livejournal.com]

You got flowers from a penguin, and you...caught a cold?

Weird day for you.

[perplexme]

Extremely weird day...but I'm not really sick, it'll probably go away by tomorrow. Or so, I've been hoping for a few days.

[7bladesword.livejournal.com]

Well, if it doesn't go away, the clinic has some pretty good medicine...even if it does taste horrible.

[perplexme]

Well, if it's just a cold it should go away right?

[turkofalltrades.livejournal.com]

Skateboarding in this weather, kid?

[perplexme]

Yeah, I was teaching somebody how to.

[turkofalltrades.livejournal.com]

Well, no wonder you're sick. And I've never heard of skateboarding in the boondocks before.

[thesilverdawn.livejournal.com]

Are you getting sick?

[perplexme]

Maybe...it's possible I guess.

[sun-trumpet.livejournal.com]

Aren't flowers for girls?

[perplexme]

That was sort of my thought as well but they're still nice.

[sun-trumpet.livejournal.com]

Hm... wait, it isn't Valentine's Day already, is it?

[voice]

[outofplaceklutz.livejournal.com]

I don't find the cold and snow enjoyable either. It'll be nice when it's warm again.

[voice]

[perplexme]

It's depressing.

[voice]

[outofplaceklutz.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it is, but not much we can do about it.

You doing alright?

[gravity-splode.livejournal.com]

Y'know, if you're that cold could maybe you should go bug your personal space-heater.

[perplexme]

Is that what we're calling him now.

[gravity-splode.livejournal.com]

Hey, it works, right?

[Voice] 1/2

[loveangelflonne.livejournal.com]

O-oh, you don't like them?

[Voice] 2/2

[loveangelflonne.livejournal.com]

-- I-I mean, I-I wonder where those came from, ha ha ha ... uhm.

[[OOC: Nah, it's totally cool. I was gonna have Flonne make a "Prinny's out making deliveries" post, but I've got no problems with this o/ The prinny could've easily dropped off Roxas' first as it is.]]

[Voice]

[perplexme]

...Flonne...what do you know about these flowers--which by the way I think are actually very nice?

[[ooc: Okay, just making sure~ I'll wait on Kairi's then]]