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Roxas ([personal profile] perplexme) wrote2009-01-21 10:37 pm

Fifteenth Keychain-[Written]


[Private, 95% Unhackable]

Would I go home, or would I stay here? It's a legit question yes but I can see how people are having a hard time answering. Is it bad that I had an answer so quickly though? Would I rather be in a world where I'm living through someone else's body, not really living at all, where my best friend's dead and I have nothing but Sora? It's true I have answers at home.

But here...I have my own life again. Aros and I both do-like we aren't parts of Sora like we're really alive. I have friends here; old friends, new friends, some...weird friends even. It's enjoyable.

On the other hand, here I seem to be having problems understanding things about people. Specific people even.

Cloud told me the other day that I sound 10 years older than I look. I wonder if that's really true. I've never thought about it before, maybe he's right.

But even if I sound 10 years older that doesn't get me any closer to solving what the Malnosso are planning next or even what they're looking for by testing us. I want to keep searching, but I don't think I can but I need to rework some of my ideas. Maybe I'm putting too much emphasis on having to know answers instead of focusing on the little details.

It's frustrating not knowing. I don't like being confused. I don't like being kept in the dark.

It'd be easier if I could just ignore it, be like Yuffie and make snowmen or be like Fina and be almost naive but no; instead, I'm the one who can't take "I don't know" for an answer. Sometimes I hate it, sometimes I don't. I've realized I'll probably be disgusted that I just wrote all of this but nobody can read it, and that includes Nobody. Just move on.
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Um...can someone explain why a penguin gave me these flowers? And where they're from?

I'm not really enjoying the cold weather. My room's freezing. And the snow's messing up my skateboarding and my sparring. I don't feel good...at all.

[[ooc: from this. Flonne-mun if Prinny wouldn't have delivered Roxas' flowers yet, sorry! strikes still legible but not as clear as if they weren't there]]

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[identity profile] loveangelflonne.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Uh-huh! I can take orders any time! Do you need something?

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[identity profile] loveangelflonne.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Hmm ... I have sweetboxes, winter heaths, honeysuckles, and camellias! There are some junipers, irises, wintersweets, and some roses, too. There's also a few other kinds of flowers around, but I think I forgot to label them, so I don't know what they're called ...

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[identity profile] loveangelflonne.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, sure ♥ Who do you want me to send it to?

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[identity profile] loveangelflonne.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Uhm ... I think so ... my prinny is really good at finding people on very little information, though, so I'm sure it'll find him!

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[identity profile] loveangelflonne.livejournal.com 2009-01-23 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
Yep, that'll work! I'll get those sent as soon as my prinny comes back!