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Would I go home, or would I stay here? It's a legit question yes but I can see how people are having a hard time answering. Is it bad that I had an answer so quickly though? Would I rather be in a world where I'm living through someone else's body, not really living at all, where my best friend's dead and I have nothing but Sora? It's true I have answers at home.

But here...I have my own life again. Aros and I both do-like we aren't parts of Sora ~~like we're really alive.~~ I have friends here; old friends, new friends, some...weird friends even. It's enjoyable.

On the other hand, here I seem to be having problems understanding things about people. Specific people even.

Cloud told me the other day that I sound 10 years older than I look. I wonder if that's really true. I've never thought about it before, maybe he's right.

But even if I sound 10 years older that doesn't get me any closer to solving what the Malnosso are planning next or even what they're looking for by testing us. I want to keep searching, ~~but I don't think I can~~ but I need to rework some of my ideas. Maybe I'm putting too much emphasis on having to know answers instead of focusing on the little details.

It's frustrating not knowing. I don't like being confused. I don't like being kept in the dark.

It'd be easier if I could just ignore it, be like Yuffie and make snowmen or be like Fina and be almost naive but no; instead, I'm the one who can't take "I don't know" for an answer. Sometimes I hate it, sometimes I don't. I've realized I'll probably be disgusted that I just wrote all of this but nobody can read it, and that includes Nobody. Just move on.
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Um...can someone explain why a penguin gave me these flowers? And where they're from?

I'm not really enjoying the cold weather. My room's freezing. And the snow's messing up my skateboarding and my sparring. ~~I don't feel good...at all.~~

[[ooc: from this. Flonne-mun if Prinny wouldn't have delivered Roxas' flowers yet, sorry! strikes still legible but not as clear as if they weren't there]]

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I'm not sure I can say for Edward, but for me, it was a little different. You see, what caught my attention was the mystery that surrounded him. When I first met him, I didn't know that he was a vampire, I just knew he wasn't human, and the more I tried to find out the truth about him, the more I found myself falling in love with him. Before I knew it, nothing else mattered except for the fact that I loved him.

Edited 2009-01-23 09:01 (UTC)

...that's beautiful.

Um, I guess it is. I don't really think about it like that too much.

I probably only think so because it's all new to me. Either way though, that's a completely different possibility.

Let me guess, you have more questions now?

Yeah maybe. But I don't know how to word them yet.

You'll figure it out, I'm sure.

Thanks, Bella. I'm just putting together pieces right now.

Understandable. Let me know if you figure out, or if you have more questions, okay? I don't mind answering them.

Thanks. Kind of going off on a tangent, but what's the point of Valentine's Day?

Actually...I've never really paid much attention to Valentine's Day, so I don't all the details, but I guess the purpose of it is to show your appreciation for your loved ones.

Edited 2009-01-23 09:30 (UTC)

So is it kind of useless if you don't have loved ones?

I guess it would be if you don't, but usually everyone has someone that they care about, whether it be family, or friends, or a lover.

Guess you've got a point. I'll have to look into that. Wonder what the Malnosso are going to do though, they always pull experiments around holidays.

Yeah, I know. But atleast the experiments aren't usually too bad in those cases. They seem to be themed to the holiday most of the time.

I've noticed, that's why I'm kind of anxious to see what they're gonna do to us.

I guess we won't know until the time comes. Sometimes I wish there was a way to predict what experiments they were planning.

That's what part of my research is about; trying to see if there's a pattern with their experiments. So far no though.

Are we sure they're not just doing this because they think it's fun?

Oh no that's still the biggest possibility.

I thought so.

It'd be easier if we knew who they actually were.

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