perplexme | Fifteenth Keychain-[Written]

[Private, 95% Unhackable]

Would I go home, or would I stay here? It's a legit question yes but I can see how people are having a hard time answering. Is it bad that I had an answer so quickly though? Would I rather be in a world where I'm living through someone else's body, not really living at all, where my best friend's dead and I have nothing but Sora? It's true I have answers at home.

But here...I have my own life again. Aros and I both do-like we aren't parts of Sora ~~like we're really alive.~~ I have friends here; old friends, new friends, some...weird friends even. It's enjoyable.

On the other hand, here I seem to be having problems understanding things about people. Specific people even.

Cloud told me the other day that I sound 10 years older than I look. I wonder if that's really true. I've never thought about it before, maybe he's right.

But even if I sound 10 years older that doesn't get me any closer to solving what the Malnosso are planning next or even what they're looking for by testing us. I want to keep searching, ~~but I don't think I can~~ but I need to rework some of my ideas. Maybe I'm putting too much emphasis on having to know answers instead of focusing on the little details.

It's frustrating not knowing. I don't like being confused. I don't like being kept in the dark.

It'd be easier if I could just ignore it, be like Yuffie and make snowmen or be like Fina and be almost naive but no; instead, I'm the one who can't take "I don't know" for an answer. Sometimes I hate it, sometimes I don't. I've realized I'll probably be disgusted that I just wrote all of this but nobody can read it, and that includes Nobody. Just move on.
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Um...can someone explain why a penguin gave me these flowers? And where they're from?

I'm not really enjoying the cold weather. My room's freezing. And the snow's messing up my skateboarding and my sparring. ~~I don't feel good...at all.~~

[[ooc: from this. Flonne-mun if Prinny wouldn't have delivered Roxas' flowers yet, sorry! strikes still legible but not as clear as if they weren't there]]

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Maybe...maybe they're from Fina for teaching her to skateboard. Or they could be from Yuffie as a joke.

Or maybe the penguin just got lost and gave them to the wrong person.

Mm. So what made you think they were from me?

(ooc: http://cgi.4chan.org/gif/src/1232597082030.gif)

[sniffs a bit] I dunno cause you would be the type to send them as a joke..

[[ooc: ..lmao its EYES. and I hit enter too early before I put this :|]]

Edited 2009-01-22 08:41 (UTC)

A joke? Ouch.

(ooc: Cupcakes. 8[ )

You'd never send them to me as a serious thing.

[[ooc: yes :|]]

Guess not!

(ooc: Make me a cupcake. :O)

Would you.

[[ooc: if they shipped well I'd make you valentines cupcakes]]

You seemed to know the answer to that.

(ooc: Cupcakes. ;;)

...[sneezes instead]

[[ooc: I know, there there [petpet]]]

Ah, I see.

(ooc: <3)

What do you see?

[[ooc: oetoet]]

So did you get sick from playing out in the snow?

(ooc: I CHOOSE YOU, TYCHU!)

..I'm not sick.

[[ooc: CHUU. [pops out of a pokeball]]]

You really expect me to believe that? Pfft.

(ooc: USE TACO ATTACK.)

Believe what you want then...

[[ooc: [om noms on tacos and spits out flaming balls of hot sauce] Chuuuu]]

Hmph.

(ooc: lmfao.)

...it might have been from the snow, I don't know.

[[ooc: do I win?!]]

Could be. Or maybe you're making yourself sick from overthinking everything.

[btw your entry got hacked hahaaa. if I can get into a computer simulated Twilight Town then I'm sure I can get into your entries, creampuff~]

(ooc: Yes. Yes you do. :O)

[hasn't realized this yet, sry] I'm not overthinking anything.

[[ooc: yay! And I totally thought you were directly talking to me saying that my entry got hacked. I was so confused I was like "wtf twilight town?" and then I understood :|]]

So tell me, would you go back to Twilight Town if you had that choice?

(ooc: Lol sorry. :x)

...[oh, now he gets it.] Who gave you the right to hack into my stuff?

Y'know you're really bad at not answering my questions.

I don't know! I don't have the answers, don't you get it?

Take it easy, will you? You're just going to make yourself even more sick.

How do you figure?

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