Fifteenth Keychain-[Written]

[perplexme]

[Private, 95% Unhackable]

Would I go home, or would I stay here? It's a legit question yes but I can see how people are having a hard time answering. Is it bad that I had an answer so quickly though? Would I rather be in a world where I'm living through someone else's body, not really living at all, where my best friend's dead and I have nothing but Sora? It's true I have answers at home.

But here...I have my own life again. Aros and I both do-like we aren't parts of Sora like we're really alive. I have friends here; old friends, new friends, some...weird friends even. It's enjoyable.

On the other hand, here I seem to be having problems understanding things about people. Specific people even.

Cloud told me the other day that I sound 10 years older than I look. I wonder if that's really true. I've never thought about it before, maybe he's right.

But even if I sound 10 years older that doesn't get me any closer to solving what the Malnosso are planning next or even what they're looking for by testing us. I want to keep searching, but I don't think I can but I need to rework some of my ideas. Maybe I'm putting too much emphasis on having to know answers instead of focusing on the little details.

It's frustrating not knowing. I don't like being confused. I don't like being kept in the dark.

It'd be easier if I could just ignore it, be like Yuffie and make snowmen or be like Fina and be almost naive but no; instead, I'm the one who can't take "I don't know" for an answer. Sometimes I hate it, sometimes I don't. I've realized I'll probably be disgusted that I just wrote all of this but nobody can read it, and that includes Nobody. Just move on.
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Um...can someone explain why a penguin gave me these flowers? And where they're from?

I'm not really enjoying the cold weather. My room's freezing. And the snow's messing up my skateboarding and my sparring. I don't feel good...at all.

[[ooc: from this. Flonne-mun if Prinny wouldn't have delivered Roxas' flowers yet, sorry! strikes still legible but not as clear as if they weren't there]]

Comments

[sun-trumpet.livejournal.com]

I wanna see!!

[perplexme]

All right, let me go get them.

[sun-trumpet.livejournal.com]

Okay!

[perplexme]

[heads off to grab his keyblades and comes back shortly!]

[sun-trumpet.livejournal.com]

[flies round Roxas, looks at the strangely shaped swords, very amazed]

[perplexme]

These are Keyblades. Sora and I both know how to use these. [gives said keyblades a few test swings]

[sun-trumpet.livejournal.com]

[is fanboying~] Sora? Ah, he's one of your brothers, right?

[perplexme]

Yeah. He knew how to use them first and then I learned. Pretty cool huh? [not gonna lie, feels pretty cool knowing that Salt's impressed]

[sun-trumpet.livejournal.com]

[nod, nod, nod] Very! [being able to handle 2 swords at once is the height of coolness is the 9 year old fairy boy's book~]

[perplexme]

You said you wanted to see how the light magic works right?

[sun-trumpet.livejournal.com]

[nods quickly] I want to see!

[perplexme]

Okay well...it's not as powerful as it is in my world, just to be fair. [walks away from Salt before running and jumping high in the air, swinging his Keyblades and producing five pillars of light that surround a nearby tree and crash into it with a big explosion of light]

[sun-trumpet.livejournal.com]

Wow!!! [and fanboys even more, flying round very excitedly] You made it explode!! That's way cooler than fire magic!

[perplexme]

You think so huh?

[sun-trumpet.livejournal.com]

Yup! Can you do anything else?

[perplexme]

Hmm, a couple of other things but they kind of get a little messy.

[sun-trumpet.livejournal.com]

Messy?

[perplexme]

Yeah, balls of light fly everywhere and it's probably not a good idea to show you because it could possibly damage the village.

[sun-trumpet.livejournal.com]

Oh... I see...

[perplexme]

Maybe some other time.

[sun-trumpet.livejournal.com]

Okay~!