Forty-Fifth Keychain-[Written/Potentially Action for Axel and Xion]

[perplexme]

If you can't trust your friends, who can you trust?
What do you do when...no.
If something's based on life and de--

So...if people you know are keeping secrets from you, should you bother asking them about it until they cave in, or just believe them when they say it's for your own good? How would you know it's for your own good...actually, how would they know? It's your good, not theirs, right?

I can't settle for waiting and doing nothing until it's over.

[He left this unfiltered from certain people on purpose, mostly hoping he could draw out the answers he wanted. The strikes aren't too legible, but if a person squinted enough and tilted their head, they could probably make them out.]

Comments

voice;

[perplexme]

From the sounds of it nobody likes it, but it happens anyway. I guess I just don't understand it, and I want to know why people do it. Especially because of that, they can't know if it's really good or not, even if they are your friends.

voice;

[pathtoseele.livejournal.com]

I don't know. Maybe they thing they're sparing the ones they care about from something painful.

voice;

[perplexme]

Is there any way of convincing people that it's less painful to just say everything they know? Like if it might potentially save somebody else.

voice;

[pathtoseele.livejournal.com]

Did... Something happen between you and your friends? Or people you trusted...

voice;

[perplexme]

Happened, happening...it's kind of complicated since I'm not sure what I'm actually missing here.

voice;

[pathtoseele.livejournal.com]

I sort of understand.

voice;

[perplexme]

...mind elaborating for me? If it's okay, I mean.

voice;

[pathtoseele.livejournal.com]

Some parts I'm not allowed to.

voice;

[perplexme]

What about the parts that you are allowed to?

voice;

[pathtoseele.livejournal.com]

It's a long story. One I don't have all the way, since most of my memories were sealed when I was little. I've been sort of gaining them back.

voice;

[perplexme]

...sounds a lot like Sora.

voice;

[pathtoseele.livejournal.com]

[ takes a second to remember who Sora is. ]

He lost his?

voice;

[perplexme]

[No wait, back up.]

You know who he is?

voice;

[pathtoseele.livejournal.com]

You thought about him in a dress.

voice;

[perplexme]

...ah. [Ohhh right, Roxas was...hoping nobody would bring that up <<; Ever.] Yeah, um. He doesn't normally wear dresses, really.

voice;

[pathtoseele.livejournal.com]

I'll take your word for it.

voice;

[perplexme]

Good call.

Anyway, yeah. He's lost some of his recently. I was missing a lot of mine too once.

voice;

[pathtoseele.livejournal.com]

Only recently? And I'm sorry to hear that.

voice;

[perplexme]

It's fine. It...[There's a stall in conversation as Roxas messes around with trying to set up a voice filter.]

[Filtered from here on out]

This time, yeah. All of this has happened before I guess, even if I still don't remember all of what happened. But this time, Sora's only lost certain memories.

voice; filtered

[pathtoseele.livejournal.com]

Certain memories?

voice; filtered

[perplexme]

He remembers everything except his memories about one person. It's weird...almost eleven years of memories just gone like that.

voice; filtered

[pathtoseele.livejournal.com]

Is that person really important to him?

voice; filtered

[perplexme]

She's one of his best friends. And I guess his girlfriend. [It's still weird for Roxas to think of her as such.]

voice; filtered

[pathtoseele.livejournal.com]

B-but you don't just up and forget things like that! Something had to have happened.

voice; filtered

[perplexme]

His memories are getting drained. Not on purpose, but it's happening anyway. It's happened before I guess.