perplexme | Sixth Keychain-[Written Post]

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Sixth Keychain-[Written Post]

...I really need to stop isolating myself probably. All it's done so far is get me completely lost and out of the loop.

Strange things continue to happen even if I don't do anything. Maybe I just need to find another method to stop them from occuring?

I don't know...I don't know anything at the moment it seems. It was easier to understand my non-existence than this place.

Melancholy's not the right word, but it's the first to come to mind.

[[ooc: Sorrryyy, kinda dropped off the face of the earth because of school >>; Feel free to bother Roxas with whatever, he's been neglected lately. Oh, and strikes are faintly legible.]]

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He didn't kidnap me. He saved me... but he wouldn't let me go back to try to help everyone.

Aros...wonder...

...do you know where he's at, by chance?

I'm sorry... I don't know. I think he left when he knew the experiment had ended.

[Also, she knows Aros is a Heartless, but that is about it.]

...why would he leave?

[[ooc: I don't remember, does she know that Roxas is a Nobody?]]

[A long pause.]

... He – he never said. Do you know him, Roxas?

[OOC: No, I don't think she does. Also, are you getting any comment notifications?]

...yeah. Yeah, I do.

[[ooc: Okay welp, she'll probably find out soon >>; And yeah I'm getting all of them. Why, are they not getting to you?]]

Oh... is Aros a friend from your world?

[OOC: Nope. Vyse-mun had the same problem yesterday, guess it's my turn now.]

...Aros and I...yeah, we're from the same world. We...have a lot in common.

[[ooc: Weird...I remember when my Trunks journal wasn't working with notifications, I went to the my account page, manage notifications, and changed the notifications from being html formatted to plain text. Then suddenly I was getting notifications again.

I see. I guess you know more about Aros than I do, then. I never even knew what a Heartless was until I came to Luceti.

[OOC: I changed them to plain text thirty minutes ago, but still no cigar. Stabbing F5 tends to work though.]

...there're more than Heartless in our world. Aros and I are...closer than most people think.

[[ooc: ...wtf, how weird. Wait, what does F5 do?]]

... Closer? But you both seem so different.

[OOC: Crisis averted; they're coming now. And F5 refreshes the page, love :)]

...yeah well. Heh. Have you met Sora?

[[ooc: well that's good at least! And oh yeah, I totally knew that >>;]]

Sora...

[She may have heard Vyse mention him since he is a member of the Blue Rogues, but paid it no real mind.] No.. that name isn't familiar to me.

[OOC: Suuuure you did ;) j/k.]

...okay. Do you know what a Heartless is, exactly?

They're creatures without a heart. And that's all I know, to be honest.

Mmh...okay, let me tell you a story. ~~Aros is going to be mad..~~

Heartless are the darkness in hearts of living beings given shape and form. They have a thirst for hearts, and are most attracted to pure hearts, because they're probably the most easy to attain. They were created by a guy named Ansem. More or less, all Heartless are created when the darkness that resides in a person's heart consumes him or her, thus giving the darkness shape and form. Being born from darkness, they are mindless and master-less, and their only goal is to find hearts, wishing to consume them and consequently create more Heartless.

Now Aros...Aros is kind of different. He was created slightly differently than other Heartless. That being said (and even if Aros will never fully admit it to himself), Aros can actually almost feel emotions because he came from Sora, and he also has all of Sora's memories, because he's a part of Sora.

Does that make any sense?

[Whoa.]

Um... y-yes... that is a lot of information, but it makes sense.

Aros... he is always so insistent that he has no feelings, but I always felt that was not true. When I woke up and wanted to help everyone, he told me: If you believe, then your hearts can still be connected.'

[Muttered very softly] Who really said that... Sora or Aros?

Yeah, Aros seems to insist that a lot. ...[thinks for a moment] That...it's a Sora-mannerism, yes, but it seems that Aros could have possibly more than likely said it on his own. See, he does have his own thoughts and feelings, even if he doesn't have a heart.

He's a... special Heartless?

[Pause. Oh, we might be seeing where this conversation is going now.] Roxas, are you... like Aros?

...[good, you're a lot smarter than we thought] Kinda, on both of those. I'm like Aros, but at the same time I'm not like Aros.

[Hey hey now. We're ignorant, not stupid.] You're all... apart each other. But here, you have all been separated?

Yeah. Okay...here, let me explain it like this. [oh man you shouldn't have asked...]

Aros is a Heartless. I'm an advanced form of a Heartless...we're called Nobodies. Nobodies are born when a heart is swallowed by darkness and becomes a Heartless. They are the remaining parts left behind by the heart: the body, giving a Nobody form, and the soul, giving the Nobody life. However, only those with strong wills (such as Sora) are actually able to continue on as Nobodies. Those with the strongest wills manage to retain human forms with some slight changes to their appearance, while the rest possess malformed, barely humanoid appearances. Therefore, the more humanoid a Nobody, the more powerful it is. This is opposite the nature of the Heartless, whose form is more monstrous the stronger the original heart is...

Because of the missing hearts, Nobodies lack emotion. Although, some humanoid Nobodies pretend to possess emotions, fooling others as well as themselves. On the other hand, Nobodies manage to keep their memories of their former lives, but unusual Nobodies lack memories of their former selves. Such memories are the reason why they can pretend to have emotions. However, even though Nobodies don't have emotions, they can think and plan (as opposed to the Heartless, which simply act on instinct, with a few exceptions, like Aros).

I'm one of those special Nobodies. I was born from Sora almost around the same time Aros was created. And when I was born, I was given a name by a man who was seeking out a goal that was almost intangible. Aros and I co-existed inside different parts of Sora's heart. When I was alive...for a long time, I wasn't like Aros, I didn't posess Sora's memories. I'm not supposed to be able to feel anything either. But...I don't know if it's just because we're part of Sora or what it is, Aros and I both know (even if he really, really won't admit it) that it's possible to feel something even if we're not supposed to.

It's...complicated, Fina. You're one of the very few who know, aside from the people of our world.

Have you met Axel? He's a Nobody too.

[That is a bombardment of information, but listening to that story makes Fina feel... well, so sad for him.] A special Nobody. It.. it must be difficult; being here like this.

... No, I haven't met anyone going by that name here.

Not exactly difficult but more like...strange. Aros and I were used to being part of Sora again. Now being seperated is weird and just...confusing.

Oh. Axel's my best friend. Or...was,not sure now.

I see...

Why would Axel stop being your best friend?

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