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Roxas ([personal profile] perplexme) wrote2009-01-21 10:37 pm

Fifteenth Keychain-[Written]


[Private, 95% Unhackable]

Would I go home, or would I stay here? It's a legit question yes but I can see how people are having a hard time answering. Is it bad that I had an answer so quickly though? Would I rather be in a world where I'm living through someone else's body, not really living at all, where my best friend's dead and I have nothing but Sora? It's true I have answers at home.

But here...I have my own life again. Aros and I both do-like we aren't parts of Sora like we're really alive. I have friends here; old friends, new friends, some...weird friends even. It's enjoyable.

On the other hand, here I seem to be having problems understanding things about people. Specific people even.

Cloud told me the other day that I sound 10 years older than I look. I wonder if that's really true. I've never thought about it before, maybe he's right.

But even if I sound 10 years older that doesn't get me any closer to solving what the Malnosso are planning next or even what they're looking for by testing us. I want to keep searching, but I don't think I can but I need to rework some of my ideas. Maybe I'm putting too much emphasis on having to know answers instead of focusing on the little details.

It's frustrating not knowing. I don't like being confused. I don't like being kept in the dark.

It'd be easier if I could just ignore it, be like Yuffie and make snowmen or be like Fina and be almost naive but no; instead, I'm the one who can't take "I don't know" for an answer. Sometimes I hate it, sometimes I don't. I've realized I'll probably be disgusted that I just wrote all of this but nobody can read it, and that includes Nobody. Just move on.
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Um...can someone explain why a penguin gave me these flowers? And where they're from?

I'm not really enjoying the cold weather. My room's freezing. And the snow's messing up my skateboarding and my sparring. I don't feel good...at all.

[[ooc: from this. Flonne-mun if Prinny wouldn't have delivered Roxas' flowers yet, sorry! strikes still legible but not as clear as if they weren't there]]

[identity profile] gravity-splode.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Come on, kid, do the math. He's a fire elemental. And that means he's gonna be good at keeping a place warm.

[Voice]

[identity profile] loveangelflonne.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Uhm, someone asked me to send them to you, but they didn't tell me what kind, so I just picked out some that looked nice--

Oh, you like them? Hehe, that's good then!

[identity profile] gravity-splode.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, but there's nothing wrong with, oh say, actually asking.

[Voice]

[identity profile] loveangelflonne.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Hehehe ♥

No, I'm sorry, Roxas! I don't think I know that person's name anyway ...

[identity profile] gravity-splode.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey, you're friends aren't you? So just ask.

[Voice]

[identity profile] loveangelflonne.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Hehe, nope~! It's a secret ♥ You'll figure it out some day, I'm sure!

[identity profile] gravity-splode.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Y'know, if you asked reeeeeeeally nicely I might ask for you.

[Voice]

[identity profile] loveangelflonne.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Uhm, okay ... I guess I can at least say that much. It was a boy!

[Voice]

[identity profile] loveangelflonne.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Huh? Uhm, yes, he did.

[identity profile] gravity-splode.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Does there have to be one?

[Voice]

[identity profile] loveangelflonne.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, uhm, you're welcome!

[Voice]

[identity profile] loveangelflonne.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Uh-huh! I can take orders any time! Do you need something?

[identity profile] gravity-splode.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Look. You have a problem - you've gotten yourself a chill. Axek has an answer - he's a fire elemental. And seriously? I'm not seeing why you haven't jumped on this already.

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